I firmly
believe that when you get your MS diagnosis, you should also be presented with
a hamper of indulgent goodies and a nice card.
To be
precise, this card:
Not
because I am some sort of boot-shaped
recidivist, but because if you’re given one crappy incurable disease, surely
you should automatically have a free pass from any other sort of health
calamity.
Seems
only fair.
So
imagine my horror when an envelope from my GP landed on my doorstep inviting me
to attend an appointment because ‘you are at risk of a long-term health
condition.’
My first
reaction was, yes, I know, it’s MS. Bit of a late warning.
But, on
ringing the surgery, it turned out that actually it wasn’t the usual suspect,
it was, in fact, the entirely new prospect of diabetes.
As part
of its new prevention programme,
anyone who has ever been at risk of developing diabetes is now being invited to
a yearly screening appointment to assess that risk and talk through what can be
done to help.
I’d been
called because - despite having absolutely none of the risk factors - I’d somehow managed to develop gestational diabetes during pregnancy. It went after my daughter was born, but I knew that it would always put
me at an increased risk.
Almost 10
years later, it had become a very vague thing at the back of my mind to
consider occasionally. But then this letter arrived and brought with it the very present threat of having to deal with another chronic illness.
You would
think that being dealt one bad hand should be enough for anyone. But sadly, in
life’s faulty deck of chance cards, this is not necessarily the case. Something
outlined in this particularly scary article linking diagnosis of MS with a higher risk of developing other nasties.
So what can we do?
We can adapt our diet, take our rest, watch our stress levels, adjust our dreams, change our outlook, grip tight to our humour.
We can try and construct some semblance of a healthy life with the cards we've been given.
But sometimes it feels like a pretty flimsy paper structure.
In the end, I had my screening and I was okay - no diabetes at present. Although I remain at risk and will be reviewed on a yearly basis.
So, for the moment at least, I breathe a sigh of relief.
But I am all-too aware that the sigh shouldn't be strong enough to blow my house of cards down.
So what can we do?
We can adapt our diet, take our rest, watch our stress levels, adjust our dreams, change our outlook, grip tight to our humour.
We can try and construct some semblance of a healthy life with the cards we've been given.
But sometimes it feels like a pretty flimsy paper structure.
In the end, I had my screening and I was okay - no diabetes at present. Although I remain at risk and will be reviewed on a yearly basis.
So, for the moment at least, I breathe a sigh of relief.
But I am all-too aware that the sigh shouldn't be strong enough to blow my house of cards down.
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